....Time slows and I am still. these feelings make me give my heartbeat recognition as I rest my head upon a crimson pillow, and I can hear it muttering as do the sound of leaves slowly but surely building as I breathe And as my head sinks deeper into this bed I can feel you I feel you, and I hear you.. a continuous echoing voice within me without your voice I am lost. the waves it makes are short and sweet, quiet but raging... an energy that reaches me from far distances and a feeling that burns and brings me alive. and although I cant quite put my finger on it yet and touch, I always listen and I am in turn, always reassured.