those walls you've built? those thick stone walls you surround yourself with to keep you safe to keep out the pain? how are they working out? are you comfortable in that tower all alone? do you feel safe? are you free from the hurt? or does the pain seep in anyways as cold creeps through cracks in the mortar? loneliness an ache in your bones and a shiver down your spine. are those walls keeping the pain out? or are they holding it in?
Life Is Pain, precious.
there is no avoiding that. not for anyone. and sacrificing everything that makes Life worth living in a futile attempt to avoid the inevitable is the worst pain there is.
Climb down, precious.
leave that pointless, pitiful prison you've built for yourself and don't look back. don't hide yourself away forever like some fragile little snowflake. you'll hurt either way so why go through it all alone? there's nothing to be afraid of. and you have nothing to lose.