I know its stupid
I always do

most mistakes
it's like I already know

like I take some kind of joy out of ******* up my life
I believe they're necessary mistakes

I mean it's gonna happen sooner or later
right?

yet this may not be a ***** up
this could ruin it all

I've seen it happen
too many times

but maybe I'm different
it could all work out

but what if it doesn't
am I willing to risk it?

once you do it
there are no take backs