I don't regret ending it
You were a ****

I'm still so mad at you
So why doesn't the hatred erase everything else

It did for you
When I was falling

You smiled
like I was some stranger

But when you fell
I jumped up

And every instinct...
told me to help you

I held my breathe
But I still struggled not to call out

My heart bottomed out
I just felt lost

I wanted to talk to you
Say... Something... I don't know

Maybe because nothing could be said
Your still a ****

Yet it still hurts to know
she'll comfort you

And though I won't admit it
A small part of me wishes

you'd come over hug me say sorry
that you still care about me

So yes I wish we'd been a happy ending
But it just wasn't meant to be

And maybe I'm stupid
But its so hard to act like everything I ever felt just washed away

It's just so hard to hate someone
You still care about