people often tell me, “you were doing just fine before him, you’ll be fine now as well”.
people don’t realise that i’ve tried, i’ve tried so hard to be “just fine”.
but you never said goodbye, our feelings weren’t addressed, we left it at a “what if”.
and it is that “what if” that makes it so **** hard for me to move on.
it’s not that easy. it’s not how they make it out to be.
i can’t just forget you, i can’t just erase you.
not when you’ve touched every single inch of my soul.
how do you erase someone from your memories?
i’ve tried and tried, but every time i take a step forward, you drag me five steps back.
how do i just not think of your face? how do i forget your laugh? how do i erase your touch?
i’ve scrubbed my body again and again, anything to get rid of the feeling of your skin on mine.
tell me, was it easy?
to forget my face, my laugh, how did you erase my touch?
please tell me, was it easy? how did you forget us?