i ask myself sometimes,
how did it get this far,
and why did i let it get this this far,

i look in the mirror,
and i dont see myself
i see this stranger
controling my life
make all the decisions for me

she's looking at me
with sadness in her eyes
and i see what she sees
bcz we have the same eyes
but i can not understand her
i dont know who she is

it's so weird how you can live each day
never knowing what's waiting for you
each second,
never knowing what it's holding for you

it's weird how sometimes you cant have control
over your own body
your own soul

how did it get this far?
why did i let it get this far?