Loss,
I have experienced loss at a personal level of which,
only my soul,
my broken heart,
and my mind can
comprehend.

"Personally" is the key word here.

Everyone has experienced "loss" and everyone deals with loss in their own unique way.

Some may think to themselves;
ha, you don't know what loss is until ..... fill in the blank.

Well guess what?
You're not me and I am not you.

Another part of my life that absolutely traumatized me was my divorce to my first wife of which I did not seek.

I lost more than her, more than family....
I lost my very first 2 children that were essentially babies.

I know what some of you may be thinking;
but no one died David.

But that's where you're wrong!

A huge part of me DIED that day and left me
bitter,
confused,
lost,
in pain,
angry,
and dead to a high degree.

Those 2 babies were my world.
They were my
4 seasons of life.
They were my very reason for life.
And that was stolen away from my heart and my soul.
Which....left a huge part of me dead.

Today?

Well.....

today I am still dead but I just hide my death better.

I am forever misunderstood and I have learned to be okay with that.