it is at the window after many hours where i feel peach clay peel dropping from my cheeks onto my mandarin string shirt i am a fruit on a peach fuzz fish hook dangled over a gingerbread city of grape mauve autos and bandaid box tram cars circling the ring like vultures, like pirates, like all of us with a love of treasure. the rain hurls itself into the canals but my window is dry for whatever reason and i cannot sleep so early the lights of the goings-goings- goings are ice sculpture stars frozen mid-death mid-catharsis in an eternal reaching-out, an eternal going-going-going and i hang above the gingerbread city, ripe, flaky, clay from my cheek shotgunned by the rain into the water below