I wish I could learn
to be like you
To not care at all
When you do what you do

Selfishly living your life
Hurting others is not a fear
While I sit here writing
With my pen dodging tears

I feel sad and alone
While you run through my brain
Trying to write on paper
That looks it's been through rain

I've lived my life for you
Now I see all you said was a lie
Seems you poke and ****
Until I have nothing but to cry

When I look in the mirror
Scared by what I see
Cause that face looking back
Does not look like me

It's twisted and torn
With eyes watery and red
Your hurtful words and actions
Is how this face was fed