someone once told me that ink is time and words are simply the shadows of our minds.
I dangle my feet off the cliff i stand on, and take a leap into the unknown of things that aren’t what they say to be. as i fall, fate follows me and the fear of dying falls with me to the sky……
and then i’m flying, flying with wings marred with melted tar and ragged strings
the sun that hates to see me fly so high sees me break the horizon as i climb up and up and up with my ink-stained wings of wax and tar and melted dreams.
the words flow and then they fall like ink from the frosted bottle and people see me and they say stop it stop flying stop writing.
but how? how do you stop time? how do you stop the ink running down your fingers, reaching out to form veins up your arms and a heart over your chest, trailing around you like a vine-- only it doesn’t choke you; It envelops you with curling tendrils of curliques and bends
you grow wings stained in bluberry ink and violet gray mist and then you fly away from this world, from the cliff that anchors you to earth. you fly onwards into the sky, through the light that leaves the taste of blueberries and almonds in your mouth.
the ink that connects you to those who’ve lived before you, and before your ancestors and your grandparents, who have written the words of the world before. now it’s your turn, and you pick up that pen, and when you do so, the glory of flying and the feeling of invincibility live in you as it did in the soul of Icarus, but this time, you won’t fall from the sun you’ll reach out and grasp with your ink stained hands the wonder and the hope of the universe, and the world will reside in the cup of your hand the taste of feather and blueberries will linger as you swoop and curve, flying your pen across the sky with wings as dark as the night sky.
we were all gifted with wings. let's see where we'll go with them.