I feel so alone, even when I’m surrounded.
It’s three a.m.
and all I could think about is words that don’t correlate in my head.
They’re mindless thoughts in my mind,
full of nothing with nothing to fill.
I cannot make out what I’m thinking.
It’s hurting how much I confuse myself.
The sun comes up and the day goes on and I am happy again.
I make more memories.
Then I come home, straight to bed I go.
Laying there.
It’s three a.m. again.
I lay there not knowing why it’s hurting so much.
It’s like a black hole has ****** my happiness away.
The next day comes and full of joy, my day goes by filled with love and happiness.
I go home.
It’s 2:59 a.m.
Tic tok, the clock stops.
Then again, three a.m. appears.
It’s as if it’s mocking me.
Mocking me everyday when I come home alone, alone in the dark I lay.
But when morning comes, I don’t feel the pain.
As if I’m as bright as the rays,
And when night comes, the cycle repeats.
It repeats and repeats, shall silent keep me at bay?