When I say "I'm tired", I really mean that my heart is tired. I'm tired of smiling when I want to cry. Tired of talking of how happy I am when in reality I can point out all that is going wrong.
When I say "I'm bored", I mean that I've grown bored with living day to day like everything is alright. I'm bored with the character I portray.
When I say "I'm lonely", I mean all the people around me aren't you so I might as well be alone. I don't see them because I rather see you. They're taking up space and time. Time of theirs that I'm wasting because I know no matter what they can't distract me from you.
Those poems painted pictures of everything I wanted to say, everything I actually meant. But he never understood what I wanted him to see. He couldn't read between the lines. He couldn't hear the bleeding love in the notes I sang.