you made me insecure,
while you took what wasn't yours.
drunk driving, blurry turns,
all i used to be was yours.

never sober more than a week,
a single thought makes me weak,
day drinking in a one-room,
scaring friends, breaking walls,
wishing walls were you.

gave your body to someone else,
while i fought with myself,
seeking peace, tried to breathe,
all i needed was help.

all these thoughts, shouldn't dwell,
found myself in this hell,
said some words, couldn't tell,
loving honestly in that hotel.

i held hard to the glass,
holding on to my past,
left a bruise with my love,
knowing love wouldn't last.