Maybe you've been feeling that for quite a while
behind the back of your head
You feel alright sometimes
But most time
It’s like someone is playing with that switch
Day by day
You know things are not getting okay
But it’s getting a bit too late
People blaming you, everyone
and in the end


You blame yourself too
And turns out,
They’re true
you’re not in the right mind
But you don’t see any button for you to pause it.

You have no idea what’s wrong with you
There’s something wrong with your brain
Thoughts that you never recall, rushing out one by one. Your mind can’t function well,  at first you think it’s okay, but really ... it isn’t.







I feel more than just loneliness