Disguised in empty words,
Well written verses better left unspoken
I wish I could fake as well as you always did

Slaved over by determined friends
Who can't undo the past
And make all my wrongs right

As we own this night,
We were out of control.
Please won't you push me for the last time
Let's scream until there's nothing left
I'm so sick of playing,
I don't want this anymore.

But you want my eyes to continue to see
And my hands to carry on feeling
You want it more then I ever have
You push me to the light
But I don't want to see it.
I just shut my eyes

And I'm going crazy,
Mom and Dad,
Did you search for me?
When all I could see was suicide road?

With heaven above you,
There's Hell over me
The world I'm looking at is a wasteland
And it's my only retreat to expectations

Float away from fantasies
****** and sunken
That's all that's running through my head

As the sun went down,
I crashed to the ground,
I heard the train shake the window
You screamed over the sound

But all I could see is this wasteland called Earth
And I was seeing suicide road again
I'm out of control,
As the school day tumbles on..

I'm fine.. I just had this idea in my head and wanted to write it out!
What do you guys think?