i dont wanna do homework
just wanna sit and read
draw
play games

its childish
i know that
but i can do math
in studyhall

im just going to rest now

~

what was that?
a foot step?
a voice?
but im all alone...

laughter?
is that the neighbour?
im hiding in my room
not making a sound

what if i die?
will you still remember me?
more talking.
two young men.

the windows are open
blinds up
the basement door is unlocked
so is the garage door

i dont wanna die
but theres no reason they should **** me
but still
if i dont post in the next few weeks, im probably dead