I wonder how the ocean will feel like, I wonder how painless it feels, I wonder how beautiful it is, I wonder if I will see the day will come, My emotions would be better, I wished it everyday, Wish to be happy, But it hard when I am in still a cage, I almost escaped once, I failed.. I been dragged back and it double locked, If I tried again it could feel worse. Like I would be *******, It would make it even harder than before, I just want to be free, Just like the Ocean.. To be free.