White pills and resin hits.
This vendetta against sobriety
is deeply rooted in my soul.
On the television they all say
they do this shit for fun.
I do this shit to breathe
without wanting to kill myself.
So either I do it too much
or I'm not doing it enough.
Every breath is a reminder
that the next will be even worse.
And to think when I was a kid
they promised me the world.
All I got were these fuckin' pills.