toxic
never really understood the word
or the feeling
but now it’s something that’s always around me
to not be able to breathe
feeling trapped
tight
from the beginning I was really nothing to you
you didn’t know me
you wanted to make him hurt
I was happy
and now I’m drained
because you decided to be selfish
you were hurt so you wanted him to hurt
toxic
from the beginning
it was just lust
no love
you wanted a replacement
so I was.