maybe ill never really figure it out
but hope for turnabout
hope i get my **** together
learn to live without
whatever could have been
cant help but remember him
try to hide the memory from my mind
but its still seeping in

im not good at change
and wish i never knew your name
yea i grew as a person
but the pains here just the same
an im ****** up again
an I'm still doing things
i should learn to exchange
but bad habits hard to break