Took her by the hand For promises unkept Lies Deceit Which lead to utter dread
One: Brainwashing at your own expense Lying to yourself Lies about a man For breaking your heart He did nothing wrong For you lied from your chest Now he is gone I'm not him Your subtle Christian boy You taught me that lies Can be a powerful toy Our love was a lie A sham Less than everything You sought your revenge Trying to make an innocent man sing
Two: You kept your secrets Kept your distance Your own agenda A silent yet watchful woman That is until the next bottle was opened Memories of your past with him Willing to cheat Willing to break you You seemed to like that I'm not him Passive aggressive A mild mannered boy A manic depressive You taught me that love Is one powerful thing Thank you for teaching me Something more to bring
Three: Paradise at first But soon went sour You had addictions Acid Boozing Flower You longed to see the world You never left home Too high to care You left me alone I'm not him The druggy kind of man Problems from my brain Left blood in my hand Blood from my own vein Left alone
Four: Started from the heart But not how it ended Bed Bed Bed Wish it hadn't ended Pictures and language Your ***** talk was sweeter tasting than your lips Including the pair between your thick hips Aggressive *** Our ties were tighter than your ******* You screamed for more But left me with broken promises You taught me much Sometimes the sword is mine than the pen I'm not that guy Not dead inside Felt things But still a master to make you bend
Five: Man on man We fought Day Night Beginning to end You play me almost everyday Depression Anxiety Abundance of gay We like boys We like girls A unique personality I'm not him I'm different now Strong yet fragile Cautious and proud I bled for you I sought to find you I may not be you But I'm right beside you I am me and you are you Best kept separate Toxic together
I have learned many things One Two Three Four Five You have made me stronger A reason to stay alive Our journey has ended For most of you But it's for these reasons I stay true You taught me five things to avoid Stay clear of I'll make the right decision I have no fear anymore Thank you for the gifts But now it's you five I will not miss