Casey and I look out over water Clear and black as oil
The beach is narrow and flooded On one side by high- tide On the other with happy people
The sky is alive with a swollen, blood-orange- for- a- moon Ready to burst over the ocean There are fireworks anywhere you turn To the South, over the water, rogue firecrackers on beach and bursts of them above Atlantic City Which meld with the casinos to form a near- solid pulse of light
"How can things be any better than this?" Casey asks
My memory wanders out onto the sable, rolling surf
I Think of the taste of salt on your skin
The wave your hair would get When dried in the sun after you swam
How you woke in a sweat, rambling about collecting sea shells That night you came to care for me a year ago
A cherry bomb nearly explodes at my feet A few snickers from some small kids wearing stars and stripes I look at Casey's face Contorted and animated By the flashes of the fireworks
"It couldn't get better. You're right."
I strip down piece by piece to my shorts I ask Alex to hold my valuables (gold watch, cellular matrix, gum) Run in the water and think about the concept of value And about mistakes