Some days I am a small blue thing crushed in the palm of your hand; smeared on the soil, beneath your careless heel. ... I strain toward the light, toward you; caught between staying and becoming. Lost in shadows, disappeared in the language of your indifference, a theory you entertain, but briefly. Like when you pause, let loose your breath ...not quite a sigh. ... Your hand opens and I will, for that moment, shine, gaining substance from your gaze; I spin, sparkle; captivate you... ... in a moment's distraction you will always reach for me, and I will be there waiting, your small blue thing.