she kissed you
and i want to be mad at her
but I can't because
what she did to you, you did to her.

and now my heart hurts
and I don't know what to do.
because the pen-sized hole in my heart
is because of you.

my heart is bleeding out inside
and there's a tiny pen-sized hole
that I have to hide.

I try to stop it
but it keeps bleeding
and the tears in my eyes
are not receding.

not sure what to do
i want to scream and hit you.
how could you make the mistake
to make my heart hurt and ache?

but after all I still love you
and walking away is the very last thing I will do.
so for now we fix it
and make a deal
because my heart, it hurts
and needs some time to heal.

but until then
I know for sure
that I want to be with you
because with you
i feel secure.