squirrels and opossums and birds of paradise because im screaming profanity into the trees they can hear me scratching my sores flaking scabs onto the crumbly floor to integrate myself with the remains of generations past they can all hear me crack the first beer of the morning and pour it out for my love no longer here they can hear me all repeat myself and pace atop the pecan shells crunching but the cap of the bottle spins whirling around its rings for a glug and they all scutter, scamper, and waggle off only proving my point a terrible mood to be around