i gathered all the things that mattered most and made a list. i traced it in the sand and carved it in a tree and stamped it on my skin. and then you came, with your fire and flood your tidal waves your wildfires your torrential deluges you washed away those fickle memories and i danced in your storm. i danced on a barren beach, by burnt trees, as the ink trailed down my arms. but your fire did not burn for me, your rain did not pour for me, you just were and i had the pleasure of dissolving on your shore.