I never thought of myself as a hero I never thought of myself as strong I never thought of myself as beautiful I never thought of myself as good I thought I was the villain I thought I was weak I thought I was ghastly I thought I was evil I mean that’s what you said I mean that’s what you told me I mean that’s what you yelled I mean that’s what you wrote I never thought I would be the hero I never thought I would be strong I never thought I would be beautiful I never thought I would be good I am not the villain I am not the weak I am not the ghastly I am not the evil I mean that’s what I say I mean that what I tell myself I mean that’s what I yell I mean that’s what I’m writing I am the hero I am strong I am beautiful I am good I am the hero Because I was strong enough to leave you I was beautiful and confident to leave you I was good and not evil like you to leave you I became my hero when I left you