Sleepless nights
I wake up often
No reason to be seen
It just happens
I wake up in darkness
No sight to use
I feel panic rise
I know this experience well
I wake up in fear
The darkness scares
What could be there,
Scare me the most
I never got over it
The fear of darkness
The fear of what could be
The uncertainty of it all
Take deep breaths
Pull the sheets up
Cover my face and head
Keep feet unexposed
It doesn't help usually
Turn a light on
Make sure door is shut tight
Turn TV on for sound
Fall asleep
Wake up
Turn off light and TV
Go back to sleep.
The cycle starts again
Initially asleep
Wake up
Fear