You. you have betrayed me and underestimated me and overestimated me and hurt me and abused me and took me for granted and hated me and laughed at me and tempted me and taunted me and shut me out and hidden me and drowned me and suffocated me and wronged me. What you don't know, my idiot friend, is that you are loved. You are getting all that you deserve. You receive what you put out. If you want happiness, therefore, all you need to do is put it out for everyone else to grab. If you want love, love everyone and everything. If you want trust, give it. The more you give, the more you receive.