Why is it that I'm the ***** Because I hung out with my guy friend Right after we broke up But she's the victim Even though she slept with my best friend That very night Why does she get to be innocent When she called it off But when I try to end it I'm a ***** Or why is it that when she cuts herself Everyone treats her like a helpless baby But when I try to **** myself I'm shunned away from my loved ones I just don't get why no matter how bad I'm hurting Everyone I love just pushes me aside When I need to be loved too