Eyes are red
Itching all the time
I get asked have a smoked a cig
I say I’ve been crying
Wish I was instead
But at this point I’ve lost my mind
I forget how to live
I regress back to 5 years old
In a never ending tantrum
It was over whether or not I could have Oreos
But now it’s about the girl that rejected me and everybody knows
We were sweet together but she didn’t think I was worth coming out
So she pushed me aside and used our friendship for clout
And now we never see each other
We don’t talk anymore
And I just want it to be the way it was before