I've got a constant ******* raincloud.
It's always there,
Even when it's sunny
That **** don't disappear.
I feel like I've been dead forever.
I feel like no one can hear,
But maybe my cries are just silent.
Only heard by my ear.
Keep telling myself it'll be better,
One day this storm will stop.
Until then, it seems I have to stay dead.
Stay dead or I'll really die,
maybe that'll be better.
My soul will float to the sky,
I'll never have to hear my cries
And shiver because I thought I was too clever.
Too clever to bring my own demise,
Too clever to be brought down by grey skies.
Thought I'd never lose that feeling
The feeling of the sun in my heart.
Just gotta keep telling myself
It's time to restart.