Who are you
Do I know you
Did I ever
I thought I did
At one point in my life I believed I was  your wife  
Thought you were beautiful
I was delusional
What I let you do to me was  inexcusable
With you I  became usable
Unsuitable,  usual
Beauty became insane
Disdain,   A stain
Pleasure became pain
Slain,  in vain
Serenity was chaotic
Chronic ,  toxic
Content was restless extent
All I thought I knew was untrue
When the lines were crossed
While searching for who I once was
All because ........:
I believed you loved me .