The hurtful one, gone I am closer to finding that one who is worthy who is kind and capable the books I've read, the five hundred years in therapy pay off a little as I walk away from one who can't, maybe doesn't know how who looked at my pictures and liked only the "comer hither" look in some and saw nothing else and that is all he can see but I am more than that and he is gone and I am one little tiny step closer to the one who can love me