i really hate when **** starts gets bad again cause i start coming up with more **** inside my head why do i ask myself the same **** why must i keep putting myself through this i don't care that you're like the rest its just sad that you don't really listen im sorry for letting you in my head once again these demons are getting to me baby i just want to be free free from the thoughts that graviate me more to you i dont need you but everything in my soul craves you i just need your touch i just want your touch please come over i dont know why i really do this to myself even though you dont really show much im happy for the time that we spent together and the all moments i can hold onto forever boy you are my paradise i want you here with me tonight