i think i killed myself one last time trying to make you mine its like im never gonna be ******* enough to satisfy your love having a good heart gets you somewhere you dont wanna be i dont like that i have to **** with your head to get you to pay mind to me why am i not enough to satisfy your love i thought i wouldve meant the world to you the way you made it seem so true the grass isnt always greener on the other side ****, why you gotta be just like all these other guys who just waste ******* time coming out they *** with all these lies not thinking of the consequences that they owe in time in time i shall see who really loves me im sorry cupid boy, i just need a little joy my spirits are mad at me and i think they'll **** me one more time if i attempt to make you mine