I don’t want to disappoint the people I love. Please make it all stop. go away, go away, I’m so **** ugly, My head hurts, Why would anyone ever like me? I’m a b**. I’m so negative. I don’t want these thoughts, I don’t want to be spoiled and hate my life. I have it good. But I can’t. Please make it all stop. Too many tears, this self hatred swirling around in me just builds. I love life, but it’s distorted by shadow and flame. Please make it stop. Someone please give me a hand out of this dark.