I get it all the time
Being judged in a world I have never lived but only visited
Therefore you feel my help is very limited and to you my advice is prohibited

After all you do know better than me, that i do agree
But i am not about that judgemental ****
I have never judged you so don't ******* judge me

Remember what it was like living in this NORMIE world as an addict?
People looking at a ****** like a freak but you were just a human who got in too deep

Don't tell me i don't know what it's like to be sick or to abuse the drugs because that's what i was about but apparently you already have me figured out

**** i craved the high too
Laid in bed sick as **** praying to die to a God I didn't believe in, so lost in my own little downward spiral, I knew if I didn't quit it would be an ongoing cycle

The depression got the best of me too
The anger and pain of living in my own head, the devil kept telling me i was better off dead

I tried to end it, i really did but i was a ******* coward. That knife up to my wrist, the thought of not being here
I knew all my pain would quickly disappear

I may not know it all but i don't ******* claim to either, i know God has a purpose for me and it's to be a ******* leader

So you might wanna stop telling yourself that i can do you no good
I'm choosing to be in your world, to help show you your life is well deserved
Stop looking at me like I'm the freak and those demons and that addiction we can work together to beat

****, what else you got to lose, seems your options have run out
I don't see people lining up at your door to help, so let me help you help your **** self