I don't know what to do
I need a certain score
To stay where I am

If that goes down
I go down
But what if I can't get back up?

What if this temporary fall
Ruins what I want to be
What I want to do

If I fall
I'll just be proving them right
People who think the worst

But what do I do?
I have no one to turn to
I feel so panicked

What can I do?
Talk to someone about it
How pressured I feel

I constantly feel like crying
The pain inside me
Makes me want to die

I know it's extreme
But it's how I feel, always
I'd rather die than fail