I go through these phases I don't want to leave the house I want to drink my pain away I want to beat the people responsible Mercilessly I want to cry rivers of tears I want to die in a pool of blood I want to kiss her one last time I want to hurt myself Eternally Oh, can't you see what you've Done to me A wreck of a man Doctors don't even understand What's wrong with me Beat myself to death Beat myself to death Beat myself Beat myself Beat