My head Filled with pain Of many types Lost loved ones Stress of life And the headaches The daily headaches That haunt you The pain rocketing through Every fiber of your being Explosions of pain Leaving you gasping on the floor Wanting everything to just Stop For one moment For life to hit the pause button To have just one breath Free of stress, pain, and depression Hovering over you like a dark cloud Reaching its cold hands Freezing you where you stand And leaving you Wishing you were dead Instead of dealing with this agony Of this game we call life And this disease The doctors call incurable