I'm Dedicated The Definition of Dedication Wrote this whole page while I was levitating Sit in my room with the pen and paper I'm innovative They have been afraid of me since I was a second-grader I'm a kid on the playground mom told you to never play with There are levels of writing and I'm on the elevator Going up to the top floor look at how we elevated Wait you don't know our kind now? better get educated
Take both of my arms to rip them out of my sockets and separate them Forgive me, I know I get animated But I still save lives every single day without a hesitation Never been more motivated Just look at all the minds I have opened and penetrated I am the voice for the people that think things but never say them That's why they come to me with courage far better than the wicked Were carrying weapons
Put the controllers away its game over I promise I'm way colder My people keep saying that they're hungry for new inspiration Pretty convenient I just made a plate for them But this world needs a makeover If you've been waiting, The wait's over You're about to witness a takeoverΒ Β I'm home
Now they're waiting for me to match that The emotion and power I had in the last one But If I don't then they will say I'm losing my passion But If I do am I repeating my actions Yeah look at "The Search" is massive Ain't no way I can match that My biggest fear of writing this page is not writing trash It's disappointing myself and my family
See I want you to picture me I'm in my room writing Crying on the floor in the bathroom In the mirror my room handshaking Reading "Leave me alone" On my computer screen Figuring out if I will always feel the way that I feel Or maybe I can learn to be happy Or maybe I can't be Couse If I'm not strong enough are they gonna call me a has-been
Pain has always been the root of my strength If I cut it off how am I supposed to keep growing If I let it go won't my whole way be ruined Then I realized this whole conversation is stupid Never cared to impress people that don't even know me I just write what I feel, somehow I started a movement Trying to enjoy my life but I don't know how to do it Wasting all of my time being afraid I'm gonna lose it
But then I figured out the reason they follow me The reason why my family surrounds me It's not because I'm a god I don't need you to bow to me All they ever did was doubted me now everyone is proud of me acknowledge or not You're not ignoring or following I'm just teaching them something they can't learn in their colleges This is for the ones who live in every single day in their lives Feels like it's darker than Halloween
You're not alone out there Look around you we have a lot of family in here Couple a hundred thousand is what I did last year Read "The Dark Inside Me" trying to **** my fear They'll get that in a minute I am a savage I admit it A lot of baggage I live it That's why my passion is flooding Really don't care if they get it Were only three pages in it This is just the beginning We are Home