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Aug 2019
Where does my life end
I ask myself
What a question no one would ask themselves
Well there not me
And they will never see me
If you did you would notice my bleeding heart on my shirt
it hurts when I speak of it
Blinds me when I see it


You have no interest in me
Then hit the road
Couse, I'm kind of twisted
so keep your distance be a ghost
My race is twisted
But I'm the realist you ain't know
Then I'm offended
Let's bring back the shadows here we go

I went from nobody to kind of noticed
Hide my mind inside my closet I just can't explain it
My wife tells that she's concerned and think that I should tame'em
But I just leave them right beside me next to my self-hatred
They ask what's my mind
What's my mind about
Bloodlust hunting me
What does that mean, well gather round
That means when it comes to me controlling it is limited
limitless then I lose it then I become the deadliest
You don't get
Let's move on to something else
Fine

I'm in the wind they don't even know it
I come undercover yet don't know where I'm going
But when I enter the room you would think it is snowing
But I have a coat for difficult moments
Yet I'm under the weather but no helps me so I

Hold up my balloons don't show my face
Keep weighing  on me every day
If I let them go then I'll be more Afraid
Gives all I can do but they remain the same
So I loosen my grip they say it's not okay  

quiet QUIET QUIET QUIET LEAVE ME ALONE

I hate when they debate that we are desolated
were so overlooked that there looking over our life Isaiah
We don't do enough interviews to go out in public lately
We don't connect on hours socials to keep the buzz from fading

Let it fade
once it's decimated
Then you save a life out of nowhere and all my poeple embrace
Then the praise will surface again its part of my operation
I don't need advice from my doubts right now
end of conversation

Shut your mouth better tone it down
Or I'm  gonna change your dial
Now they say the kid is quiet
But pretty wild
True

Always asleep cause the world is a disorder
I have to better to fix my order
I go to my room and stare at my corner
And speak to me in a language that foreign
The only one who understands he's the greatest
I want to be him so when I think about myself I hate it
Then question my life why am I here again
I Hate to be different But hate to be normal so I

Hold up my balloons don't show my face
Keep weighing  on me every day
If I let them go then I'll be more Afraid
Gives all I can do but they remain the same
So I loosen my grip they say it's not okay  

Leave me alone leave me alone
Leave me alone leave me alone
Leave me alone leave me alone
Leave me alone leave me alone

LEAVE ME ALONE
Isaiah Lee
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Isaiah Lee  19/M
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