The climate change & the weather never fair. Ecocentric so it’s so many ways I want to clear the air. Hurt by the things I hear, like I wasn’t there. Sending money to my family & they still call me gross when the net everywhere. 12 hour work days after driving from Tuscaloosa when I couldn’t rest. Craving success, cut off the love of my life due to stress. How do I tell the person next to me I need to isolate myself? How do I tell someone I give reassurance I actually hate myself? & I’m the villain because I didn’t drag you through my bad episode? Success come with seasons & we fell before the summer because I couldn’t stand to see you cold. The price to keep moving, my past is littered with good people. Every time I step up I fall in to puddles of tears like I’m racing steeple. I hear the unsweet tea but my mouth never bitter. Would I have taken a Phoenix contract if I was still with her? We never know what God needs to erase to write the story. Most common evidence of weak faith is when we worry. If you lining up for success, you need God on the corner to go that route. To get in your bag sometimes some people have to come out.