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David Chin
Poems
Aug 2019
I’m Tired
Hello world,
My name is David
And I’m...
I’m always tired.
I don’t mean
Like I want
To nap...
I’m “tired”.
I’m tired of everything,
Of everyone.
I’m tired of you...
World.
I’m drained
Mentally,
Emotionally.
I’m exhausted.
I’m overwhelmed
By everything and
Everyone even the
Tiniest of things.
I try my best...
I really do but
I can’t give 100%
Let alone 1% of myself.
I’m depressed,
Fed up.
I’m...
I’m over it.
I feel defeated,
Empty,
I feel so...
******* alone.
I’m stuck in an
Endless roundabout,
Roller coaster,
Loop-de-loop.
I’m falling apart
Mentally,
Emotionally and there’s...
Nothing I can do.
I’m too numb...
To deal with what life
Brings me, too numb to
Talk to anyone, too numb to carry on.
I’m done with it
I’m over it
I’m sorry world...
We’re breaking up.
It’s not you,
It’s...it’s me.
I have no will
Or strength.
When I wake up
Every morning,
I’m scared...
I’m so ******* scared.
I’m scared about
What you will throw
At me. I’m scared
Of what will happen
If I continue down
This path I’m on right now,
If I close my eyes
And roll with the punches.
When I close my eyes,
Every night,
I pray that I wake up
But I won’t argue with Him.
The thoughts racing
Through my mind at night
Feel so ******* real
That I don’t know what’s
Real life
And what’s fantasy.
These constant voices in my
Head make me tired.
I’m not myself,
Who have I become?
I’m never tired
But I’ve always been tired.
Hello world,
My name is David
And I’m tired isn’t
Always about sleep.
Written by
David Chin
29/M/New Jersey
(29/M/New Jersey)
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