im constantly chasing my life clinging to the jagged rocks so tantalisingly close then the crimson threads under my nails envelops me in a blanket of scarlet suffocating me sofly till i remind myself to breathe and i pull away and i call out to my life deliberately ignoring the ruby spots thread together the tattered parts soothe it with honey and lemon until the crimson threads under my nails until the crimson threads under my nails until the crimson threads