Yep This is it I tried and I failed Im writing my goodbyes With no lies I’m tired And I can’t fight it I did all those fake smiles Just for the hell of it At night I cover my mouth So no one will hear me cry out loud I mentally died weeks ago And screamed for help But no one seem to care I can’t find my place on this earth I don’t know my worthy I want to say sorry To the ones I am about to hurt But I can’t do it anymore I’m a lost soul In case you didn’t know I distant myself from you So you couldn’t tell I am sorry But I can’t get well I wished i loved me Like you love me I wish I could’ve seen What you seen I know you wanted the chance To hug all of me I was weak and could’ve barely breathe