i got a chance
to romance you
with words
but for once
i wanted
to romance you
with more.
this new feeling,
so unfamiliar,
brought fear;
in turn,
rejection.

i lost you
when i panicked
and pushed you
away;
an error,
a mistake.
i yearn,
so desperately yearn,
to fix,
to change,
because i regret
it having ever been made.