I wish I had someone to tuck me in at night
Someone to bring my heart into the light
A person that will hold me close
Even when my emotions are gross
A true love to die for
A passion so ****** pure
That it'll never leave my core
Stained deep unlike anything before

Spending too much time in the dark
Why can't I find the spark
******* around with my own head
Tricking myself, for then I bled
Down down down I go
And for this I've got nothing to show
But **** these meaningless scars
Replaced with what could've been ours
Trying just wasted my time
I ain't no ******* dime

But convincing me that I'm something good
Lead me to believe that I should
And so I did what I thought was right
But I didn't think you would bite
The bitter taste left on my tongue
The noose so tempting to be hung
But that road will never come
I need to find that happy that's dumb

A love so eager to find
Only comes from behind
It catches you off guard
Looking is too hard
The key is to not seek at all
It always starts with something small
Energy that pulls you in
You'll know by the stupid grin
It'll creep up on you with each thought
And it will happen a lot
That's when you know
That this is no foe

But waiting for this is rough
Cause you're brains full of stuff
Clutter that makes you crazy
Commotion that leaves you lazy
In the end you will get there
Just start each day with a daunting dare