It is not a laughing matter, watching life through bro- ken glass and memory loss in an instant. "You did give me that horse," death changes everything. Friday after- noon, like any other day, only more wonderous after my collapse. Why you kicked me in the head is making me
wonder about a sitcom, cruel and vengeful. Was it love, Tessa? Or was it Coca- Cola, Miller Beer oats and flakes? Revenge or consumption? You want my honesty, you are hijacking Time. Give me something, inspire me, manage this life you want. I am giving you the secret key to a new start.